I am lost in my life. I have no idea why. I am so confused. I don't know where to begin. Would it help by saying, I think I should run away and never come out. Or, well I am not sure. I feel as if I have no friends, no one to talk to, no one cares. I feel in the dark all the time.
You see, I try to be the best I can be. And not be so down on my self. Looking at the positive things that happens, but I am getting no where.
Its as if, all the good and positive things are going down the drain. Its as if, no one likes me any more. No one cares. Its like they say in their mind, "Oh, lets dicth Lorianne, she is so annoying." Oh, I don't know. I guess I am that way, according to people. This is why I hate High School. All the drama.
So far, I am getting along with my little siblings. We don't fight as much as we used to.
I am so confused. Am I changing? Am I really that mean or even annoying?
