When you look at the stars and the wind blows in your hair and all you can think about is him? Just wishing he could hold you, keep you safe and warm?
I really like him and all I can think about is him. It bugs me that my parents can’t seem to understand that I like somebody and it’s not just a crush. It’s something more. I am told I am falling in love with him… we want to hang out all the time. We talk all the time. Just the other day, he took me to school and we sat in the car and talked. Moments like that are special and should be kept as a memory for forever. It doesn’t happen very often; and when it does happen you want to grab hold of it and savor it.
I realized a while ago, that he goes on a mission here shortly in July and I graduate next year.
When I am with him, I am me. I don’t have to pretend to be somebody I’m not. I feel safe around him. When I am not with him, I think about him constantly. Needing him, wanting him and wishing he was here with me; to hold me and know that everything is going to be okay. He compliments me all the time and knows just what to say. He makes me laugh and smile. He’s amazing!
I know my parents rule is to protect me, but I don’t see the harm in being with him. He goes on a mission soon. The rule stinks! I hate it! I don’t mind it with everybody else, but with him, its killing me. He’s the best thing that ever happened to me.
When I am at school, I sometimes can’t concentrate on my work because I am constantly thinking about him. I am afraid of one thing...That I might lose him.
The more I don’t see him, the more I need/want him. Is that bad? I’ve been through a lot and he is the only on that pops in my head. He’s amazing. That’s the best word that comes to mind. He is just perfect in every aspect. I couldn’t be any happier. I have an urge to want to see him. Talk to him, be with him. Just being with him is a moment to savor. Everything is natural with him. He has a way of making laugh and smile. He’s the best thing that has ever happened to me. How lucky can I get? I am lucky to have him, I am lucky that he likes me back. Whenever I think about him, an instant smile is on my face.
